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Growing Older, Not Bolder

Business Logo for Psychological and Neuropsychological IssuesThere was an initial shock in providing psychological services to nursing homes.  It was less from the environment than the unexpected nature of the patient’s comments.  Bed-ridden patients warned staff to make travel arrangements as soon as possible; do not wait until they are too old and sick.  Most believed the whole notion of the “golden years” to be a cruel myth.  The very mention of “golden years” often forced an eye roll-even overt anger.  Story after story related a lifetime of work and sacrifice, with the view of saving money to effect a pleasant retirement.  The climax of so many stories was that a serious medical problem interrupted their plans.  Despite time and money, the retiree was not going beyond their front door.

Another unexpected facet of nursing home culture was the perception of children.  So many had come to believe that their offspring were downright traitors.  The truth is that responsible children are often required to liquidate their parent’s assets to pay for medical care.  This rarely sits well with the parents.  It is especially bothersome to those with dementia, since they are unable to understand the rationale for the actions of their children.  Often such demented patients only retain the emotionally charged aspects of the message, which is typically that their home was sold beneath them.  The logical conclusion, based on the few facts they retain, is that the children want to grab their money before they die.  This is rarely the case.  It is heartbreaking for the children to perform so much work for their parent, only to be regarded as little better than a criminal.

The brooding disappointment of extreme old age is not just relegated to the depressed individuals.  The loss of independence rarely sits well with Americans.  Many cultures appear to accept this as unavoidable, but Americans do not like the word “unavoidable.”  To work and plan for decades, only to be thwarted at the last moment, strikes Americans as horribly unfair.  The experience of other cultures is that life is often unfair, and this fact does not improve with age.  The American perspective on fairness is less prevalent with the older generations.  Two world wars and a depression impacted them in a way that is foreign to baby-boomers and beyond.  It is likely that the reaction of subsequent generations to nursing home placement will be increasingly negative.  While the WWII generation is less apt to gripe about fairness, they remain extremely adverse to depending on others.

The main deterrent to a bad nursing home placement is a realistic perspective.  We all grow old and die-if we are lucky.  That sounds cruel to those outside the health care industry, but it is self-evident to those who are involved in the system.  Many individuals suffer and die while relatively young.  Perhaps the best adjustment to nursing home care is observed for individuals that were sickly in their youth, and never expected to live to a ripe old age.  These people were forced to adopt an existentially realistic attitude at a young age.  As mentioned, many cultures are happy with basic subsistence.  They appreciate the personal service in a nursing home, since such luxuries are foreign to them.  For most Americans, there are never enough staff, and they never come quick enough to suite their taste.

A change in perspective would also alleviate rancor between the patient and responsible children.  In order to liquidate assets to pay for medical care, children are  often forced to seek the paid assistance of consultants.  It would simply the process to have disinterested third parties perform this action, as part of the government benefit.  Strangely, even demented nursing home patients rarely become agitated over this process if performed by an attorney.  While the author has listened to thousands of complaints regarding the motives of the children, even one such complaint directed at an attorney cannot be recalled.  This should not be taken as an endorsement of attorneys, rather it speaks to the reduced agitation inherent in having a third party manage the assets.  Since most people cannot afford attorneys, it is necessary to make the service part of the Medicare or Medicaid benefit.

Growing older is not a right, but the benefit of a life well-lived.  Even though fifty percent of nursing home patients return home, the typical belief is that nursing homes only function as a place to die.  Often, the staff and doctors do not know who will improve, such that the patient is held in a state of suspense.  Placement within a nursing home may be the final hurdle; a concrete message that one’s life is limited and will soon be over.  How well we accept this message says not only a lot about ourselves, but also the culture that has influenced our values and expectations.  Still, all in all…it’s probably better to take that world cruise now.


Dr. Holzmacher's Business Logo for Orlandopsych.comAm I depressed?  What an obnoxious question to ask yourself!  My earlier posts jumped immediately into specifics and details, such that preliminary comments were lacking.  This is an attempt to cover some of the basics-a sort of primer.

Well, are you depressed?  It is unlikely that you are searching the web for answers unless there is some suspicion of being depressed; that you are experiencing symptoms not explained by bodily ailments.  The task is very challenging, since without professional help, you are attempting to arrive at a diagnosis by ruling out all possible conditions that could account for the unpleasant symptoms.  I’ll let my readers in on a little pearl; this is much the same process doctors perform every day in their offices.  It is hoped that greater education and experience will make their diagnosis more accurate than yours, but of course, there is no guarantee of this outcome.

So, given these hurdles, where do we start?  I suggest writing down the distressing symptoms down on paper.  What is more, write down any changes in your functioning, even if it is not distressing or unpleasant.  Why?  Many symptoms of depression are not unpleasant; for example weight loss or increased sleep in someone prone to insomnia.  Most doctors will add up your symptoms in their cranium until a light pops on.  The light may be one diagnosis or a group of diagnoses within a category, and further questions or tests will hopefully narrow the disorder to a single name.   The trouble with this system is the unavoidable bias of humans, and the narrow focus of the human mind.  This results in two major forms of diagnostic corruption; first, the practitioner diagnoses most patients with the disorder that they combat themselves, or second, the limited experience of each clinician narrows their focus to disorders that are not helpful to the patient.  A prominent clinician in my area diagnosed nearly every patient with Attention Deficit Disorder.  Many staff and patients joked about the doctor’s own attention deficit.  While this is less common than the second type of error, do not depend on state or federal organizations from weeding out these clinicians.  In fact, they may be quite popular and authoritative.

To help combat errors of bias and limited experience, I strongly recommend using a close friend or family member to discuss the validity of your symptoms.  We only know ourselves through the eyes of others.  If possible, I also recommend bringing in the trusted person into the initial session with the doctor as an informant.  Even if the doctor route is not for you, than I still recommend using a trusted informant to discuss your symptoms prior to making a web search.  It is a joke amongst psychology students how we perceive ourselves in every disorder while training.  It is natural to say “that’s me” a thousand times while performing a mental health search on the web.  For this reason, it is important not to make the web search in isolation.  Please leave comments regarding this post in the space provided below.

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